MY MOTHER IN LAW IS KEEPING ALYSIA TONIGHT SO THAT SHAWN AND I CAN GO OUT!!!!! I am going to have me quite a few Margarita's and Long Island Ice Tea's. . . and some Kaluha and lots of alcohol. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not usually this excited to drink, but the last time I went out was 2 years ago, my last glass of wine was 10 months ago. I'm in the mood for some Coke and rum. I can't wait to taste the Banana Daquari, and mmmm.... i missed it. I feel like such a bitch because I was upset with Shawn for drinking. But, I'm looking at it like this, Shawn and I were told today to go out, just us, and spend time together like we did before I was pregnant, before I was serious with my job, and before Shawn was deployed. Well, this is what we used to do. Not a lot mind you, but we did do it. I went to the doctor today, and he said that I was healing up quite nicely. I want to drink, and I want to dance, and i. . . never mind that last thing.
I haven't been this excited since. . . since . . . i can't even remember the last time I was this excited. I got a new outfit today, I think that Shawn and I are going to feel a lot better after tonight, and I realize that drinking doesn't solve any problems, but we'll be spending time together, not getting too drunk. Just being the younger, carefree version of our selves for one night .What could that hurt? Anyways. . .
Emma